"And so I cry sometimes when I am lying in my bed,
Just to get it all out, whats in my head!
I am feeling a little peculiar, so I wake in the morning, step outside and I take a deep breathe, talking to the vibrant sun rays, moist flower petals and feeling that icy touch of the moist breeze."--------Anonymous
The girl next door, who is as simple as you but doesn't seems so simple to the rest,,,
why? because she has the eyebrows that raise for no reason, the eyes that get furious for nothing.
That's not what she intends but that's how she is and holding a manipulative smile wasn't her interest!
She also had a dual personality (not different from other humans) but that wasn't to mislead anyone or harm anyone, that was just to hide her pain from the world.
The pain that was deep down buried but had the fresh scars, the pain that was invisible but was certainly in there! That pain which had twisted her life up to an extent where she would repel herself from the same crowd which once upon a time she was attracted to!
Irony here is that, this girl has still not lost faith.
The only faith and hope that kept her going.
She tried so hard and got so far that now nothing can pull her back.
Question was- does it even matter?!
If it doesn't matter then why did she strive so extreme to hold herself!
Dominant by her thoughts and inclined by her passion, she always thought of getting to the peak where only actions speak! She dint do drugs but she takes this pill, the pill that converts her sorrows into her strength.
In this imaginary world, she also had her own fantasies, that drove her to visualize the life she would never think of!
Struggling between keeping the bizarre thoughts aside and close her eyes, her alarmed mind would not need any sound in the morning to rise up.
There were many concerns in her life yet to fall in place but the trust in time and belief in god would not let her deviate from her doings.
Still she wont be forced against her will because that's what she has been following her entire life.
She had chosen her life amidst all the odds that each day brought in, and that was the secret to the rigorous strength and un-ending sequence of her dreams
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